I’m so sorry Mike. I’m so sorry I hurt you. I destroyed the only person who’s ever truly loved me…even if you weren’t as real as I wished you could be. I destroyed the only person I’ve ever loved. But I did it for me. I did it for my sanity. I did it for my future. I could so easily throw away a lifetime for you. But I want something more than that. More than you. I want success and experiences and happiness and real tangible love. Your part in my story is over, but they will always be some of my favorite chapters. I will always love you and that is why I’m strong enough to let you go for real this time.